A through the year in my eyes.

I have had a hell of a lot of experiences this year and I will attempt to sum them up here.

I started off the year a pretty cheerful guy.The very first part I was at a new years party called Wall to Wall. I was crushing over a girl named Angela. I had just recently left Tiffany in December after ten months of dating. Winter break had come and gone and I had a couple one-night-stands that I wasn't too proud of. I was still going to Holy Cross to finish off my sophomore year. The start wasn't too shitty for what I can remember, although I remember Joseph and I hadn't talked much and I was a very depressing little douchebag.

In the spring, I moved to my new house and celebrated a fresh summer. At some point around then, Joseph got me to hang out and play 40k (which he had gotten me into about a year earlier) at his friend Cameron's house. Naturally I was pretty nervous about meeting all of these people because well, I'd probably fuck something up. I believe it was my first night there and we all took Cameron's car to white castle. There Cameron asked me "What the hell are you?" (Refering to my preferred style of all black).

I started to date a girl named Bonnie and the Summer of shindigs began. During this time, I made a lot of new friends from all over the damn place. I met Kaitlin the first time and Emily, Nikki, Brandon, Meagan and the lot. They all became pretty common sites at the shindigs that happened throughout the summer.

Bonnie left me, and I found that I quite adored Emily. Her far-outness really cheered me up. I also discovered the greatness of The Anchor Grill on Pikestreet in Covington.

Skipping ahead to the WEBN fireworks, Kaitlin and I got together (essentially) and had pretty much been talking since then. We had an almost unspoken relationship until Halloween when I officially asked her to be my girlfriend. As I had hoped, she said "of course" and have been dating since then.

There have been numerous shindigs and 40k nights since the end of summer. All the while I have been getting closer to people and totally reconnecting with Joseph.

People List:
Joseph Yorke Hanna-I have known this kid since my sixth grade and we have pretty much been best friends since then. Although nearly polar opposites, we click together and I LOVE THIS KID!
Kaitlin Rose Shupert- This girl is amazing if you don't talk to her often. Although quiet and pretty pessimistic (just like me), she has an amazing personality and has certainly brightened up my life for November and on.
Cameron Dexter Hodge-I met him through Joseph and we have bonded pretty well since. He is an awesome character and is a centerpiece for the whole shindig group. He even pierced my ear. Stay gold Cameron.
BRANDON STEPHENS!!-I met him through Cameron and I believe he is a pretty awesome guy. He really knows his stuff too and I can ask him pretty much anything regarding 40k and the like and he'll answer.
Emily Wernet-I had bonded with her and Courtney during the summer shindigs and had a large crush on her (if you couldn't tell). She is a great person.
Nikki Greis-I met her through Cameron and found she is a very good person. She has a very very interesting family. Love it.

Parties-Lost count
Fun TIMES!-Lost COUNT!!!
Laid-five times
one night stands-too many
Etc etc.

Great Year!! It was really a progressive year and vastly better than 2006. Hazaah!

Fucking pissed.

Today has sucked majorly. I am fucking pissed. I don't recommend saying anything stupid to me today. I'll let you determine what would be something stupid to say. Fucker.

Moonlight Gems

Her eyes are the beauty that I think of with her. One cannot imagine the depth of the human mind and soul until one stares into her eyes. She cannot see it. But I can.

Today.

Today, I did almost nothing. I talked to Kaitlin a bit today, and helped decorate the christmas tree. My mood is close to apathy.

Right, so today I had school of course. Same old story there. After school, I drove over to Beechwood to hang out with Kaitlin and Justine. Well, the Justine/Nick plan kind of fell through so Kaitlin and I just hung out at my house for about an hour and a half. Again, pretty much the same story. We went to Cameron's to watch movies and did so pretty well. I can say I had a decent time and I hope she did aswell. After dropping her off, my mood dropped sharply. I'm not sure why but at the moment I feel a noxious mix of sadness and anger. I fucking feel like stabbing something, writing, drawing, screaming, or just crying. What a nice range of activities yes? No. Fuck off. All of you.

Well she and I are no longer doing something today. That's a real downer. Um, I don't know what I want to do then. Maybe I'll go hang with some friends. Oh right, my friends don't exist. I don't know when she'll want to actually hang with me again. I don't know what to do. This sucks.

Fuck!

Okay, so I definitely fucked up big time. I said something really stupid to her in the middle of the night and really pissed her off. That sucks right? But it's definitely my fault. I'm so fucking dumb. There's no excuse even if I was tipsy. I should just leave her alone and let her take her time to forgive me. I don't blame her for being so pissed at me.

...

Something's wrong. I can't put my finger on it. Something in the back of my head is making me paranoid. I can't feel content today. Nothing is working. I feel like I need to talk to someone. There is noone. I should go lock myself in my room and sleep for hours. I can't do that of course because I'm not tired at all. This sucks majorly. I just need someone...

A boring day topped with an even more boring night.

Yeah, I woke up at about 10:00 this morning and had to help my dad stain the fence. That's pretty much my day in a nut shell. I'm sick of being home. I want to go somewhere but there is no where or anyone to go to or hang out with. Sucks...

Holly and Jolly

Right so uh, here comes the cheerful banter. Hah, you wish. I've woken up in a mood that is difficult to voice. I'm sorry for being a needy son of a bitch. I just happen to enjoy talking to you. Sorry for that.

New Blog

Well, here it is...My very own blogspot. It is here that I shall write my thoughts and feeling down for future reference or for entertainment.